03 July 2011

Taken it as smoothly as i can. yeah.. its not so smooth.

So today it is 13 weeks till our wedding. Now i say weeks because when you read "weeks" it tricks the mind into thinking its not as far away as, 3 Months, or 96 days. But all three of those, are how long until the wedding is.
As a young girl (like way younger) i always dreamed of getting married, and looking as beautiful as a princess and getting to have my veil pulled from over my face then my handsome prince would kiss me... i never ONCE dreamed of the engagment!!!!! yeah maybe the "knee and ring box thing" but NOT whats in between! so the fact that i'm having almost a YEAR long engagement is killing me.. We had thought about getting married in April or May but it wouldn't have been able to be a temple wedding... so here we are now.. waiting. Its KILLING me.. not to mention that my Husband To Be is in the Marine Corps and has to go to Korea yet AGAIN this august.. when LAST time he got shot TWICE, aaaand missed my birthday, so Next month he goes, pray nothing happens. Im just tired of seeing everyone else getting married before us... its hard. i hate it. UGH! :'( cassie is not having a good day right now. im going to stop venting before it gets annoying..

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